Monday, November 28, 2022

Blackbird in Fulham

A John the Baptist bird which comes before
The light, chooses an aerial
Toothed like a garden rake, puts a prong at each shoulder,
Opens its beak and becomes a thurifer
Blessing dark above dank holes between the houses,
Sleek patios or rag-and-weed-choked messes.

Too aboriginal to notice these,
Its concentration is on resonance
Which excavates in sleepers memories
Long overgrown or expensively paved-over,
Of innocence unmawkish, love robust.
Its sole belief, that light will come at last.
The point is proved and, casual, it flies elsewhere
To sing more distantly, as though its tune
Is left behind imprinted on the air,
Still legible, though this the second carbon.
And puzzled wakers lie and listen hard
To something moving in their minds’ backyard.

P J Kavanagh

I love this poem, above all for the line: "its sole belief, that light will come at last". That is Advent. Hope. Light coming into darkness. And to experience the beauty and brilliance of the light, one must first sit awhile in the dark. Feel the hopelessness of a world of evil, sin, destruction, war. It's into that darkness that Christ came once already. At Advent we remember that coming. But, we also look forward to His second coming which will be quite different. So, even though the light has come, we also live in the tension of the now and not yet. Things are still very wrong. At His second Advent, all things will be made new.

Sunday, November 27, 2022

pre-Christmas

Pre-Christmas is my favourite. I don't like the crazy, the scrambling, the crowds and noise of Christmas. But I love the peace and carols and lights of pre-Christmas. When I can sit in the evenings and stare at my Christmas tree. When there is no hurried last minute scramble to find gifts or to cook or clean. One of my favourite bloggers reads an Advent poem every day and I love to listen to her read and mull over the words. 

Surprisingly, however, this weekend turned out to be a super busy opening to the Christmas season. We went to our first Christmas party. We attended two Advent church services. We went to a Christmas carol sing-along. And much to my surprise, I loved every minute! Yes, it was a lot for one weekend, but it was great. Mostly, it was great because a lot of it was with my church family. There are some really, really lovely people who attend my church and I am so blessed to be in a community with them.

Below is a ridiculous picture from Friday's Christmas party. I'll leave it at that....



Wednesday, November 9, 2022

Rest


It's a beautiful day to choose rest over a false sense of urgency.

Thursday, November 3, 2022

November

 



I am really tired. The fall has been wonderful in many ways, but it has also seemed very long. Routines have taken much longer to get going. I have a student teacher in my classroom and although she is great, having her in my class brings with it an added level of stress. Last weekend, I attended a concert, a women's conference, church, and I hosted a birthday party. All the events were fabulous, but that's a lot for just one weekend. So, I am taking the month of November off. December always ends up being super busy anyway and I feel the need to recharge before then. So, I will not be meeting up, socializing, taking on extra activities or spending time with people who exhaust me.